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Friday, March 13, 2009

18:35

[HIGH CLASS]
[] You go tanning.
[] You own something from coach
[] You own something from juicy couture
[] You own something from louis vuitton
[x] You own an iPod/MP3.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[x] You own more than 7 pairs of shoes
[x] You hate buying things that are on sale
Total: 4

[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[] You've bought something at Hot Topic.
[x] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[] You have piercings
Total: 5

[PUNK]
[] You can skateboard. (I WISH!)
[] You wear plaid.
[x] You have/had Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You love skater boys/girls.
[x] You dislike pink.
[] You wear skinny jeans.
Total: 4

[EMO]
[x] You are depressed sometimes
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[] You like the band Thursday
[x] You cry easily
[x] You don't like being called emo.
[x] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem
[x] You have thought about death.
Total: 7

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x] You like rap
[] You are in a gang
[] You wear rubberbands in your pants
[] You have worn a grill.
[] You have had a freestyling contest.
[] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
[x] You hate preps.
Total: 2

[STRAIGHTEDGE]
[x] You like loud music
[] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes/flats
[] You love Norma Jean.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[] You love going to "hardcore" shows
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] Wear blue jeans.
Total: 3

[PREP]
[] You have a tiny/medium sized dog
[]Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[]You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F.ETC.
[x] You love to shop.
[] You love jeans.
[] You like Paris Hilton
[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing
[] You wear big sunglasses.
Total: 1

[Athletic]
[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[] You collect jerseys .
[x] You have/had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[]You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[] your garage consists of sports equipment
[] You belong/belonged to a school team. (well, I was going to be in one but I left the school before they could put me in)
[] You are going/did go to a sports summer program.
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey
Total: 2

[Scene]
[] You wear little tiny bows in your hair
[x] You like mardi gras beads, pearls and plastic beads
[x] You have at least 3 shirts with tiny designs all through the shirt
[] You part your hair to the side
[x] You think polka dots are cute.
[] You have shopped at Charlotte Russe
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture
[]You've been called scene before
Total: 4

[REDNECK]
[] Gone four wheeling
[] Went hunting
[] Love to go fishing
[x] Eat turkey
[] Ever said GET-ER-DONE
[] You have drove a four-wheeler in to a tree.
[x] Gone to the mud
[] Have listened to the song I'm A Redneck Woman
total: 2

largest total: Emo

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1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N:
Jo

2.Are you single?
Kinda.

3.What is your favorite number?
4

4.What is your favorite color?
BLACK!

5.Least favorite color?
Pink

6.What are you listening to?
The Show Lenka

7.Are you happy with your life right now?
Notatall

8.Are you involved with anyone?
notreally.

9.What is your favorite subject in school/college?
LIT YAW!

10.Do you shop at Abercrombie?
NA.

11.Do you have money?
Well yeah

12.Would you ever take an ex back?
Nah

14.Are you gay?
...totally.

15.Where do you wish you were right now?
zouk.

16.What should you be doing right now
Eating jelly

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THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? Well, yes.
Can you do a cart wheel? Never.
Can you touch your toes? Yeah.
Can you wiggle your ears? Yeah
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? No. Who the heck can do that, anyway?

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor? No
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? No.
Did you ever want to be a teacher? Not really...
Did you ever want to be a lawyer? No way man. Who the heck wants to be a lawyer? I mean, seriously.

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters? YESSSS!
Do you own a bike? Yess.
Do you play the lotto? yuck
Do you like football? No.
Do you have a shopping addiction? No.

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics? noop:D
Does you wallet have any pics in it? No
Does a soft answer turn away wrath? Yes

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? Botty
Last car ride? 2 hours ago
Last text message? ..
Last baby you held? casey

LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought? coke.
What was the last thing you had to drink? coke
What was the last thing you watched? Sophie Scholl
What was the last thing you read? Jodi Picoult Mercy
What was the last thing your hand wrote? Rot.

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone? Kimberly
Who was the last person you took a picture with? taraa!
Last person to leave you a comment? me
Who do you miss right now?
Who last hugged you? Um. I don't remember.
Who last IM'd you? mag

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing? sota tee
Have any tattoos? No.
Have you any piercings? No.
Straight hair or curly? Straight.
Where are you? At my computer.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class? math.
Been dumped? Nope.
Accomplished a life goal? Maybe. I don't know.
Thought you were pregnant? yah
Sang in front of a crowd? yah

SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1) botty
2) impact
3) guitar
4) camera
5) cds
6) black stuff

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship? no
2. Want a relationship? yeah.
3. Wanna get married? yah

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1) upload photos on facebook
2) find a website to publish my work
3) do math
4) fix cubeecraft

! let it all go;

Saturday, February 14, 2009

15:21

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

21:38

Please, don't tell me what I can do and what I am not allowed to.
I know my limits and what I want in life.
Please, just leave me alone, for once.
And just shut up. Please

! let it all go;

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

19:55

I am here to write after a super duper uber really, really long time. And this happens to be a complain-ad-let-it-all-out post. How amusingly predictable.

I dislocated my right ankle yet again. third time since last year, hurrah to the bruce-lee-in-training me. Anyhoo, I was on crutches. My armpits hurt. As usual the bus was PACKED. As in packed. So when i hobbled up the bus, everyone just seemed like they needed to pee desporately, staring at me as if their eyes were about to pop from controlling the pee. after five minutes or so, this frail weak OLD MAN noticed that I was an independent handicap and let his seat to me. HOW NICE.

When I got off the bus, two caucasians immediately took my bag and sheltered me home, a ten-minutes walk (it was raining). Did I mention that they were lawyers? Holy cow. A singaporean lawyer would have stuck his or her nose up hiiigh and might not have even noticed me.

This is why I seriously think that singaporeans are selfish. Majority.

Oh oh oh did I mention that this happens in school too? No matter how wonderful sota sounds, when someone faints, there will be some people who are bound to run over just to fight for oxygen. And to take a look at what is happening, so she can vividly describe the incident to her little group of friends.

! let it all go;

Thursday, January 29, 2009

19:11

im gonna post soon i swear,.

! let it all go;

Thursday, January 15, 2009

19:38

It hurts to know that you're being psyched by a certain someone into doing things that you don't want to. You've been used and don't realize it till now which is too late. As they always say, only the closest people to you can hurt you real bad. Like that certain someone who "accidentally" claimed the glory for something that she didn't do. But you can't seem to let the person go - as a friend, as an enemy. Sometimes you can't exactly blame Bob for bailing on you. Bob doesnt know what he's doing, or that is what I'd like to think. Then when your life is in shambles because of Bob, Jane comes along and starts asking you, "Are you okay, dear?" repeatedly when very obviously, you're not.

I mean, can't Jane take a hint and just get lost? Stupidity, my worse enemy. this queasy feeling in you that causes you to be at a loss, just sitting quietly and, as they always say, stone.

What bout all the criminals and suicide bombers? Sometimes i look at the papers and ask myself, gosh, were they psyched into doing this or was it out of earthly greed? Cmon, give them a second chane and just quit killing them. Whats with the theory of an eye for an eye, a life for a life? Live and let live.

Now to the society part.

To me, society, in general, is plain stupid. They are ignorant about numerous things and yet all they do is criticise. they feel that ir is a do-or-die need to make a nasty remark even about things that don;t need or deserve it. It is funny the way i view things, from the perspective of an arty farty student in asia, because the society desporately needs to change RIGHT NOW. It needs to be more opened and accepting like the three horrible musketeers. Take for example the paralympics. I find it a complete ridicule that it only starts after the closing ceremony of the Olympics and is not even aired on national television.

Is it because 'we' think the handicapped or disabled community doing sports is not worth our time watching?

Or is it just because the society excludes the fact that there are even disabled people living amongst us and that the paralympics is just for the minority community to entertain themselves for a little while?

Truth is, I have no idea.

Admit it, you don't too.

And then there's the major part of society that stereotypes a hell lot. For me, the same thing applies over and over again.

SOTA=arty farty
arty farty='gay' and for people who don't do well in studies
Thereore
SOTA students=gay and dumb.

Trust me, its that bad. I've seen it many times and experienced the humiliation of having to explain that sota isnt a gay community and how we also focus on academics.

! let it all go;

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

18:35

From today onwards there is something called a journal. Of course, what crap am I blabbing. This presumably proves that sota is tiring me out? An ARC journal with contents likely to be what is on this blog. Saves me time and cuts me slack. No wonder I have such free time to be typing Shiz here and facebooking.

! let it all go;

Monday, December 29, 2008

17:22

ROSALIND.
It is not the fashion to see the lady the epilogue; but
it is no more unhandsome than to see the lord the prologue.
If it be true that good wine needs no bush, 'tis true that a good
play needs no epilogue. Yet to good wine they do use good bushes;
and good plays prove the better by the help of good epilogues.
What a case am I in, then, that am neither a good epilogue nor
cannot insinuate with you in the behalf of a good play! I am not
furnished like a beggar; therefore to beg will not become me: my
way is to conjure you; and I'll begin with the women. I charge
you, O women, for the love you bear to men, to like as much of
this play as please you: and I charge you, O men, for the love
you bear to women;--as I perceive by your simpering, none of you
hates them,--that between you and the women the play may please.
If I were a woman, I would kiss as many of you as had beards that
pleased me, complexions that liked me, and breaths that I defied
not; and, I am sure, as many as have good beards, or good faces,
or sweet breaths, will, for my kind offer, when I make curtsy,
bid me farewell.

[Exeunt.]

-Shakespeare, As You Like It, Act 5, Epilogue

! let it all go;

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

00:19

this post is a disagreement against F's latest post, so before you continue reading this, please click HERE to read her post or you'll be lost in the next few paragraphs.

Firstly, why should someone even worry about what he or she wears, as long as the clothes aren't comfortable, for me in my case here is of course, a white lacy dress complete with frocks and itchy bugs that seem to be there all the time. If someone actually judges you in 3 seconds of your first meeting and shows prejudice against you for how you look, there is only one single solution here that will surely, surely work if you do it the right way.

Irritate.
I-R-R-I-T-A-T-E.

Yes, and that is what I am about to do to you if you judge me at this point.

Painting yourself with fingerpaint(or in this case, acrylic) does not make you crazy or stupid. If that really did apply, then almost the whole of SOTA visual arts faculty would be siao and stupid by March and I don't think that Jonathan is exactly what you'd call stupid. Or siao.

Yes yes it is indeed impossible to be perfect butbutbut we can ignore and give hell to the 1D people, who, I can gurantee, only less than 4% of the SOTA population is 1D because we are all artists and artists are... ...unique, so there is no need to worry unless you're talking about your neighbours or friends out of school.

Someone who judges you in 3 seconds does not deserve to have any friends and therefor i shall conclude(while practicing for ARC test) that you don't really need to care.

at all.

! let it all go;

Monday, December 22, 2008

13:10

Sheezlebumps. 2009 is a few days away and I am wasting my life away. I still cannot accept the fact that 2008 is actually over. Well, almost. So these are some of the changes from 2008 over to 2009.

Year two
New year ones
Small locker
Art and History paper
Change of teachers
Change of art subjects
Change of friends, new and old
New problems to deal with
More books
More money used
1 year closer to 2009

Yeah and there are still about a million and two that i have yet to mentioned. So i think i should do some kind of 2009 resolution thing yes? Here goes nothing.

Not to get into any form of trouble with any adult in school. *ahemcoughmrtahemahem*
To actually pass IHSS
Improve my music library and range of songs and genres
Not to do anything that hurts myself
STOP LIKING NORAH JONES!!!!! Cos she's a super beetch.

Number one may be able to fulfill, but there is still a 50% chance that this someone reports on me and I get into trouble. Number two is possible if i try to study for at least 20 minutes before the exam, not five minutes. Number three is, of course, possible. Number four is impossible with that someone hanging around me most of the time and Number five I am not so sure about because I feel that unless I get disgusted by Norah Jones (e.g. she suddenly turns from jazz vocals into metal, not that I have anything against metal), I wont stop liking her.

! let it all go;

Monday, December 15, 2008

13:14

What will we be 5 years down the road? You might be thinking now that I've asked this question, this girl here is so fickle minded, one moment she says she does not give too hoots about the future and now she's thinking.
Siao.

Actually, I still don't. My question here is questioning our emotions in 5 years time, not our jobs, grades and other coveted things. I looked at the calender and realised that a year has passed just like that, and there are still many things I have yet to complete, like the piece of painting, that exercise book, or it could also be that I have not yet patched up a broken friendship.

Notice the numerous 'I's and realise how selfish I am.

All I know now is that I'm going to have to hate 2013.

Grad year, where everyone of us will go seperate ways, different schools, different teachers, different friends, different environment, different feel, different subjects. It takes only one word to sum up those 1002 'differents'. And that would be change.

Yes, change.

The only one word that makes me tear at the thought of it. Change, a powerful thing that is ongoing and the only thing besides God that never changes and I very so happen to hate it.

i hate it

i am going to find Change and kill right now, so bye.

! let it all go;

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

12:20

ANOREXIA :
[] you have dry skin
[] you eat 1 meal.
[] you're very weak.
[x] you hate yourself.
[] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[] you can't cooperate well
[x] you talk all the time.
[] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 8

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed
[] you are very irritable.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 11

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 11

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie
[] you stay out all night
[] you have ran away from home.
Total: 15

DEPRESSION :
[] you are always sad.
[x] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[] you have ran away from home.
[x] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 20

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 27

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age
Total: 36

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself
Total: 43

! let it all go;

Saturday, December 06, 2008

12:13

I watched a kiddo reality show called little entrepreneurs awhile ago. From this I could really see how Singapore's stressful study-or-die system has gotten into them, even at this young age of 11.

When asked what they wanted to be, three of the five said doctor, one said a lawyer and another an actress. I was wondering, people, please have a little more sense, why would you ever ever ever want to be a doctor when you are only in primary five and need to study for 201 years, when you are done with your doctor course you have to cut up people.

Totally cool

not.

I think that we should not put the blame on the children on being money minded or fame seeking. They are still young and do not realize that it is not as easy as said to be an actress, doctor or a lawyer. Being an actress is a dream and in Singapore, the rule here is no dreams allowed.

Being a doctor or a lawyer is an ambition for most kids who have been psyched by their parents or the society to be. Since young, even my parents have been going, when you grow up, must become doctor or lawyer can make money. I used to go oh, okay and thought, oh shit, my future is going to be full of blood and white wigs.

Contradictorily, some children who have enough sense want to be a doctor not because they are seeking money but only because they want to save people and do not mind putting themselves under 201 years of studying and blood. That is something that I truly admire - Self sacrifice.

I feel that Singapore's education system should take a turn for the better. Allow the students to have their own creative field, not study study study or die. Like us in sota, someone ever mentioned to a teacher that she wanted to be an artiste so that she can become someone famous and live in a big house. In other schools, the teachers would probably go, oh good, you have a life goal. however, instead of being praised, she got reprimanded. Being an artiste is not about fame and fortune, but instead, about doing what you love and bringing happiness to people.

Singapore sucks.

Truly.

However all I am typing now makes no change, as the people who think alike me are only the minority, maybe not ever 1% of the world.

As I always say, great minds think alike.

This is chaos.

! let it all go;

00:20

hey, i'll be in malaysia from later 12 noon to monday i think. will be going online soon enough. okay, i actually have a good topic to blog about but its so so late now and my fingers are peeling from the guitar so they hurt tones. i'll blog in malaysia.

bye bye!

! let it all go;

Friday, December 05, 2008

17:26

01. Do you wear a watch to school?
nope

02. Starting with the LAST letter of your name, think of a name that you could possibly change your name to and write it here.
Nana?

03. Do you need to cut your nails right now?
nope

04. Have you ever got addicted to a computer game?
nope.

05. There's got to be a fan in the room you're in now. What's it's colour?
black <333333333

06. Who last text-messaged you?
gloria

07. Who do you wish last text-messaged you?
viraj? i have not been talking to her for a long time.

08. Who last tagged your blog?
christie :D

09. Who do you WISH last tagged your blog?
fayth

10. Do you like doing Maths?
yeah. sorta,

11. What is the colour of the bag that you wear to school?
it was red, but im getting a black one cos i own black!

12. What is the 10th latest text-message you received?
gloria

13. What is the colour of the door nearest to you?
chocolate

14. What do you wish you had in your hands right now?
chocolate

15. Have you stuck anything on your cell phone?
yeah. stickers, of course -.-

16. Do you like hotel rooms?
uhh, depends. im pretty okay with the deluxe suites, but other than that NO.

17. Do you like to swim?
yeah, you could say so.

18. What's the craziest thing you've ever done with tissue paper?
nothing?

19. Do you have a sock tan?
nope.

20. Do you wish you were taller?
nope.

21. Do you love your best friends?
course i do.

22. Have you ever sent a letter by post to someone not in the same country as you?
yeah.

23. Have you ever send a letter by post to someone in the same country as you?
no no no.

24. Do you think you need to sleep earlier?
nope.

25. Who was last in your bed?
me!

Starting time: 1736
Name: joan
Shoe size: 1002.
Height:163

Where d'ya live?
Earth.

Favourite drinks:
espirit lemon lime

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Have you ever --
1; Been overseas?
course. europe, scandinavia, australia, germany, england, scotland, japan, malaysia :(, china, new zealand and thailand

2; Fallen asleep in school?
countless.

3; Broken someone's heart?
think so.

4; Fell off your chair?
yeah. too much laughing.

5; Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
yeah

6; Saved e-mails?
three from this claim-to-be psychic called sara freder who was trying to sell me some magnetised earing with my photo there to suck out my inner fortune and luck.

7; Had chicken pox?
nope

8; Had a sore throat?
yeah.

9; Had a broken nose?
nope.

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The last thing you ate?
Ice Cream

What's your room like?
some super cool place where romit is invisible

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Of course!

Like picnics?
nope.

Who was the last person you danced with?
no idea?

Last person who made you smile?
tara. or was it fayth?

You last yelled at?
my mom

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Today did you --

1; Talk to someone you like?
i talked to fayth and i dont exactly hate her -.-

2; Kiss anyone?
not yet.

3; Fall ill?
nope.

4; Talk to an ex?
nope.

5; Miss someone?
yeah, many many people.

6; Eat?
yeah, stupid question.

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Best feeling in the world:
neutral

Do you sleep with stuffed toys?
yeah,

What's under your bed?
nothing?

Who do you really hate?
no one, really.

What time is it now?
1744

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Random --

1; Is there anybody on your mind right now?
yeah.

2; Do you have any siblings?
nope.

3; Do you want children?
nope. they are horrible and irritating.

4; Do you eat often?
think so.

5; Do you like your handwriting?
yeah.

6; Are your toenails painted?
nope.

7; Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
nope.

8; What colour shirt are you wearing now?
red.

9; What were you doing at seven pm yesterday?
guitar.

10; I can't wait till:
19 december and januray 2nd

11; Are you a friendly person?
nope. im evil, mean and like to pull hairs.

12; Do you have any pets?
nope.

13; Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
overseas.

14; Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yeah, friend.

15; Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope.

16; Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeah.

17; Are you too forgiving?
yeah.

18; Are your closer to your mother or father?
...

19; Who was the last person you cried in front of?
s and f.

20; How many people can you say you really love?
1002.

21; Do you eat healthy?
nope.

22; If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?
s or f or v.

23; Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
louD

24; Are you confident?
yeah.

25; 5 things you were doing 10 years ago:
reciting the pi till the 89th number
cooking first class chocolate fondue
reading the complete works of shakespeare
attempting to split the atom of a molecule
taking my diploma exam for piano.

yeah, totally.

26; 5 things on my to-do list today:
download quantum of solace
go for guitar lesson
practice schubert g flat impromtu
get a new webcam
pack for trip.

27; 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
nothing...

28; 5 of my bad habits:
smart,
very smart,
very very smart,
very very very smart,
very very very very smart.

29; 5 places I lived in?
castle green, yio chu kang road
some wierd hdb somewhere in yishun
ang mo kio block 540 ave 3 i think
the windsor
the house next to my current house

30; 5 jobs I've had:
teach piano to a kiddo . . . . .
. . .
.
.

! let it all go;

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

17:22

I used to hate Literature. To me, it was boring, useless and senseless - how in the world does it help that you are taking 7 subjects, and then there is this subject telling you about images, colours and hidden agendas etc?

But recently, I realised that Literature actually helps you to be a better person and fare better in life. I know verry well that I am currently sounding like your Literature teacher who talks in that oh-so-dramatic voice, but hey, i am not her(or him), so just read on.

Firstly, have you ever ever experienced an unreasonable scolding from your parents and somehow you rebutted and this scolding that started out as irritating became a bitch fight and ended up hurting? I'm sure you did, or at least, everyone I know of has experienced this. next time this happens to you, don't rebut. Listen and take in the words he or she says, or even possible, write it down. Then analyze and find out if you really deserve the scolding or if your parents are just being plain unreasonable, which in my case, always applies. If they are, what is the reason?
Menopause(sadly, yes)?
Bad day at work?
They just had an arguement?
the financial crisis?

Just understand them and let them yadda yadda on. If possible, use ear muffs(click on this link to get some - they range from S$25 TO S$60). They really work, no matter how ridiculous it sounds. Like me, I listen to my mom's unreasonable scolding sometimes(i reckon its the bananas) and I start laughing at how she does it like McCain - repeated "scolding points" over and over again.

Next, if you are bored, you can sit at some crowded bus stop or park and just look and observe the people walking past. From the way they dress, talk, walk or even look can tell you a lot about that person. It's quite fun, actually. So next time if you are in a lecture hall and bored of that tall lecturer speaking in a monotone voice, just pick someone and stare and hope that the person will not turn back because I have nothing here that tells me how to get out of embarrassment from getting caught red handed staring.

Lastly, friends. Yes, the one word that makes your life complete. F-R-I-E-N-D-S. What about them now? Well, sometimes you get into arguments with them over trivial matters.

For example,
Bob(again) is broke.
You buy bob a meal.
Bob tells you he will pay you another day
You say, 'it doesn't matter'.
He is angry and starts arguing with you.

This sounds ridiculous, I know, but it does happen. Could it be that bob does not want you to look down on him, pity him and get free meals? Yes, this is very much possible. So this issue of buying him a meal that does not really matter to you matters a ton to him. So, to settle this, just go, "Oh i am so so sorry. I did not know that this mattered to you so much. You can pay me another day, anytime you want," and the matter will be settled.

goodbye.

! let it all go;

Sunday, November 30, 2008

14:54

Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kbob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man O.C. -EmotionalOne
Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8 .What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear vera I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok outside the bus and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the couch cushions, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without to hate the Boston Celtics. With ease, joan

.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.

[ ] made out with someone before dating.
[x] gotten a phone takeaway in class.
[ ] gotten suspended.
[x] gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test.
[x] arrived late for class more than 5 times.
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times.
[x] turned at least 3 projects late.
[x] missed school because you just felt like it.
[x] laughed so loud that you go kicked out of the class. (LOL)
[x] got your mum, dad, etc to get you out of school.
[x] text people during class.
[x] passed notes.
[x] threw stuffs across the rooms.
[x] laughed at the teacher.
[x] took pictures during school hours.
[x] called someone during school hours.
[x] listened to ipod, CD, etc during school hours.
[x] threw something at the teacher.
[x] went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] broke the dress code.
[ ] failed to go to class for lesson.
[x] ate food during class.
[x] gotten a call from school.
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] given the teacher the finger when they weren't looking.
[x] swore during class/school.
[x] forged your parents signature.
[x] slept in class.
[x] cursed at your teacher.
[x] copied homework.
[ ] got in trouble with the principal/ vice principal.

Overall :26
Multiply by 3*
Post as __ % school gangster.

78% school gangster. wth lawlz.

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(1) The first contact in your HP?
007. dont ask.

(2) The sweetest person in your life?
........

(3) The closest male to you?
........

(4) The person you are chatting with now.
jolly, fally, grace.

(5) The languages you speak?
english, chinese, khek.

(6) The last person whom you screwed?
o.o?

(7) One word about your life now?
sian

(8) Where do you wish to study?
school of chickens

(9) What are you specially good at?
nothing

(10) Would you date someone younger than you?
maybeh

(11) What are you to yourself?
bbb

(12) Do you forgive people easily?
yes

(13) Which girl is precious to you now?
the.bunny | the.rabbit | the.dramma.mama

(14) Your dressing style?
sian

(15) How different are you from other girls?
i love norah jones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(16) The bad point about yourself?
i have a balding finger

(17) The last contact in your hp?
王昭君

(18) Your hp wallpaper?
the bunny that fayth gave me

(19) Screen saver?
girl on a swing

(20) Your favourite song?
mas que nada

(21) The two hated contacts in your hp?
fat ass and the liar

(22) Learnt on language in 10 days?
nope

(23) One gorgeous girl you came across?
ROMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

(24) Whose your biggest enemy?
you.

(25) Which gang do your support?
i me and myself federation

(26) What do you think about gangsters?
okay lah.

(27) Proper age to join a gang?
dunno

(28) Do you have a blog?
==

(29) What do you think about modelling?
so so lah.

(30) Whose approval do you usually seek first?
i dont.

! let it all go;

Friday, November 28, 2008

18:21

put yourself in the shoes of a girl who suffers from anorexia nervosa, this is what you get -

"I want to be a skeleton - but i also want to be attractive. I want to die - but i also want to live." (says leslie)

-Deborah Hautzig
Second Star To The Right

! let it all go;

Thursday, November 27, 2008

19:40

An excerpt from the book tangerine by Colin Cheong, Singapore literature prize winner:

"People have dreams. And in singapore, it's hard to make dreams like that happen on your own. So you want somebody who shares those dreams with you and who can help take you there."

"But why dream just about nice cars and big houses?" Denise asked. "I mean, it isn't all that hard in canada, but it's no big deal.

"I dunno," said Nick. "maybe it's because in Singapore, there's little else to dream about. we've had a government for the last 20-odd years has just harped on one thing - economic progress - and really, everything else we do just feeds this one thing. so we're awfully focused as a country, but it means we have just one dream. Getting richer. It's the only thing that's clearly allowed. The signal's out and clear. Don't mess in politics, unless the ruling party invites you to join them, if you want to be an artist, go ahead, but don't upset anybody, especially the ruling party. If you want to dream about heaven, go ahead, just don't try getting everyone else to believe in your heaven. And yes, if you haven't accumulated enough wealth and the shit hits the fan for you in anything, you're on your own because you had a fair shot at it, like anyone else. In warped sense, it's really a very free country, but you're expected to play only one game. It's really a kind of totalitarian capitalism. One game. Everybody gets a shot at it. There are strict rules to ensure that everybody plays fair. It's the best game there is, everyone plays it and if you don't want to then you have to accept that some player you fancy is going to find it hard to team up with you.'

i totally agree with this. Singapore does not allow us to have dreams. This place is all about earthly needs and money, money, money. and money.

so here's a trailer, Singapore dreaming. i think you can get it at gramaphone, or watch it ad old school sinema (sinema.sg)

watch it and ask yourself, are you really happy with your goal of being rich or do you want more... in life.

! let it all go;

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

21:03

This post will require you to ask yourselves a couple of questions and think about it, so if you are ever ever brain dead, don't bother reading on. I am also going to write my post, obama style: firstly, secondly, thirdly lastly.

today.
Someone commented on my liking of Jodi Picoult books. Someone said that they were mature and unsuitable for me. So today here i am to kick the arse of old fashioned thoughts(since Sarah is slamming death penalties).

Firstly, mature themes are suitable for anyone so long as their minds are mature enough, not just judging by the age and I think that at age thirteen, I should be able to absorb the novels that are written, and that i am mature enough to read mere black text on 100% recycled paper.

Next, tell me, which good young adult novel does not include the description of physical contact between man and woman? Maybe you could name a handful, but I can assure you, majority of them do contain such text.

Thirdly, it is not the part about sex that we read for, it is the storyline, the language and the perspective of writing that we read for, don't you agree? Furthermore, her books give me something to think about after I read them. besides, don't we all know that these things(melodramatic events that storybook characters do out of impulse) do not happen in reality?

Lastly, sex is something that God has graciously given us, a gift from him. Depriving us to learn about it is not a very smart thing to do. You could say that 'now is not the time'. If not now, when?

Here is the list of Jodi Picoult books, with clickies linking to wiki. click for the summary.

Songs of the Humpback Whale (1992)
Harvesting the Heart (1994)
Picture Perfect (1995)
Mercy (1995)
The Pact (1998)
Keeping Faith (1999)
Plain Truth (2000)
Salem Falls (2001)
Perfect Match (2002)
Second Glance (2003)
My Sister's Keeper (2004)
Vanishing Acts (2005)
The Tenth Circle (2006)
Nineteen Minutes (2007)
Wonder Woman (vol. 3)
Wonder Woman: Love and Murder (2007)
Change of Heart (2008)
Handle With Care (2009)
Untitled Seventeenth Novel (2010)

! let it all go;

Monday, November 24, 2008

19:46

i need to commend a song sung by Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keyshia Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara., called just stand up. i suddenly felt an emotion overwhelm me today when i listened to the song just stand up. this song has been helping me through the days when i was in china and was dying(well, not really) of not talking to anyone in singapore and no internet or radio.

here are the lyrics

Everything will be alright, yeah
The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I’m telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can’t go on

I’m telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough (ohh)
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don't you give up)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don't give up, just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up (just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life (yeah)
Let your heart be your guide, oh (yeah yeah yeah)
You will know that you’re good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah (alright)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don't give up, don't give up, no no no)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don't give up, don't give up)
Through it all, just stand up

You got it in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in ya, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in you, find it within ya
Find it within you, find it within
Through it all, just stand up

i agree with the two lines which i bolded. as long as there is a little glow in there telling you not to give up, dont. things will get better as you move along, and no, you dont need to take control of everything to make sure everything goes perfect and the way you want it to go. god has everything planned for you.

! let it all go;

Sunday, November 16, 2008

19:25

i have a good topic to write about. firstly, the flight was pretty much okay, considering the fact that i ignored the strong chinglish of the air stewardesses. here, there is no internet and i cannot communicate. holly cow, you guessed right. i totALLY missed sarah and fayth and people.

the thing is, i was thinking about how s and f were getting on with their novels and i was about to send a text to them asking them when i realised i was in CHINA and each text would cost a bomb. i started my miserable thing that lasted till 2 am. i wonder how ramsay will be coping. maybe guys are not so sentimental. i am just on a mission trip with not so good living conditions.

the state of the place here maed me wonder(again) why /how all those money loving megalomaniacs who are well to do happen to poison the world with whatever they add into milk here.

i am now spending a few moments preparing myself for tomorrow, how i can open up myself so as to get and learn the best out of this place. in IDU talk, man and society, man and environment, not being self centredd and caring only for I me and myself as an individual.

! let it all go;

Thursday, November 13, 2008

23:33

OMG dave khoo just tagged my blog. he even bothered to tag me. go search david khoo on youtube lah! now i can happily go to china knowing that someone notices me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

goodbye people, my birthday is on 17th nov and im gna be in china NOT ON HOLIDAY BUT 0ON SOME MISSION WORK.

! let it all go;

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

20:15

hello, people. now let me be a little self centered for a moment. please stay and bear with me, kay? firstly, my big day is in five days and on that day, im going to slog my guts out painting and cutting up things in some cheena village. mission work, oh the joy. i was being so miserable going on and on about how bad a situation i was in so f and s decided to bring me out on a little outing to the sky where everything is perfect and made of belgium chocalate. well, not really.

anyway HSM3 was, you can say, the dumbest show i have ever ever watched, right after madagascar. troy looked like he was about to die from over-hyperventilation at the start of the show, looked horrible throughout when he was singing, and looked even horrible-er when he did those funny open-my-arms-oh-gabrielle-come-into-them movements. it was a comedy.

anyway, i got the bear from s that has a soft ear. soft. soft and soft. soft. soft.

now let me make this list thanking all the people i know this year, which, i realised, everyone is doing, so i shall follow suite.

to all R5-ians, in a random order.

alethea, for loving mickey with me!
kathleen, the attack of the booshes!
crystal, uhh.............
andrew, tomato soup or apples for you today? thanks for msn-ing me when im bored!
denise, though i did not really get to know you, you seem nice.
tara, for bringing all the fun and laughter! and johnny depp will always love you, i swear.
jingjie, for being such an idiot.
bettina, hello! hope we get to work together sometime again next year.
kimberly, for being a great great friend
christine, for screaming your head off and allowing me to talk to B.Y
natalie, hope you always stay high and happy!
vera, you goon.
victoria, the oh-so-neat freak that hates dirtiness!
jocelyn, thanks for cursing and scolding a certain someone with me
elizabeth, funny funny wo*ly mammmo*h.
jieying, cute, sweet and cute -.-
rayman, the biter and injury-causer, always acting emo and letting me take emo pics of you
thaddaeus, the spazzing dude who tries to bite the ear and touch the elbow
daniel, for being consistently lame throughout the year
olivia, thanks for helping me with my grade 7!
moira, for screaming and acting all drama and stuff.
1 more person, whos that???

! let it all go;

Monday, November 10, 2008

15:31

im bored and addicted to quizzes. so here is a super long one.

-START-
1.What have you been doin recently?
watching movies online
2.Do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
yea sometimes.
3.What happened at 10am today?
no idea
4.When did u last cry?
0130am today
5.Believe in fate/destiny?
yeap.
6.What do you want in ur life nw?
iPod
7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
nay.
8.Whats ur fav. thk to have on ur bed?
huggies!
9.What bottoms are you wearin nw?
shorts, duh~
10.Whats th nicest thk in ur inbox?
no idea,
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
maybe. i think so
12.Are you wearin anythk borrowed frm anyone?
not now.
13.What was th last movie u caught?
painted skin
14.What are u proud of?
my great friends
15.What does ur oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
a message from passion.com
16.What was th last song u sang out loud?
the man who cant be moved
17.Do u have any nicknames?
not sure.
18.What does ur last txt msg says?
'it's the longest winter without you. better in time by leona lewis.' from sarah
19.What tym did u go to bed last nite?
2.40am
20.Are you currently happy?
nope not atall
21.Who gives u th best advice?
friends.
22.Do u eat whipped cream straight frm can?
eww
23.Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
fayth
24.Is something bugging you now?
yeap.
25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
sarah. pretty long legs.
26.Do you wear toe socks?
yeah
27.Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
me.(i was trying to find my phone)
28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
depends.
29.What annoys you most in a person?
perfectness
30.Do you have a crush on someone?
yeah. is it a crush?
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
nay.
32.What is the colour of yr room?
powder blue as a background, brandeis blue fire flames and ivory clouds at the top.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
nay.
34.Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
nay.
35.Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
ummm
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
fayth!
37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
yeah.
38.Do you have a life?
yeap. sure.
39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
yeah.
40.What is the reason behind yr profile song?
i dont have one!
41.Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
tara, sarah, fayth, viraj, me and andrew having a pool party with romit!
42.Last time you smiled?
today:D
43.Have you changed this year?
Yeahhs.
44.What are you listening to rite now?
whoever finds this i love you
45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
gloria, msn and vera, phone.
46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
open...
47.Is there a quote you live by?
So what
48.Do you want someone you can never have?
yea. sorry bout that, person.
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
course. recorder, viola(credits to gloria), guitar, piano, guzheng, anglor, erhu, keyboard, trombone
50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
cutting.
51.What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
making out with my guitar
52.Are you happy with your love life rite now?
totally.
53.What song best describes yr love life?
sweet the sting, tori amos
54.Does the person noe you like him/her?
yeap. SURE DOES.
55.Who always makes you laugh?
viraj
56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
yeeaaaaah.
57.Favourite websites?
blogs, facebook, wiki.
58.Whats yr middle name?
my full name is felicia anna copalla dickens donnings drew charlotte barrymore bronte charles etc etc. choose one
60.What do you think you are like?
sad and high
61.Who will you choose to die with?
any volunteers for this??
62.Where have you been today?
J8
63.What game do you play often?
neopets :D
64.Who are you missing now?
sota and everyone there
65.If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
my friend is my lover... right?
66.What are you doing right now?
talking to gloria
67.Which primary school are you from?
Ai Tong :DDD
68.Name 3 colours that you like?
black white orange
69.What emotion do you like to show?
happiness
70What is yr life to you?
WOW.
71.If you have something bothering you what will you do?
think about it ad blog sth related.
72.Who did you last chat on msn today?
romit(still doing it)
73.Who do you admire the most?
zhen ting.(dont ask)
74.Which month were you born in?
November.
75.How are you feeling right now?
bored.
76.What is the time now?
3.52pm
77.What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
Yuri, stupid
the person u think u hate, misunderstood
fayth, haha
jieying, purely cute
78.What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
BLACK
79.Why are you doing this test?
cos im bored.
80.What do you do when you are moody?
Be alone.
81.At which age do you wish to get married?
81 years old
82.Who is more important to you?
you tell me who.
83.If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
look for sarah and fayth and spend it making fun of romit
84.Who is the person you trust the most?
s and f and v and t
85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yeah. the sun sorta comes up and reflects on the water causing an illusion
86.If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
To have all my good dreams come true:D
87.What is your goal for this year?
find a friend.
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
sure do.
89.What feeling do you love the most?
Touched.
90.Do you think its Global Warming now?
nay.
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
proud and jealous
92,You like doing quizzes?
recently
93.Do you believe in God?
totally.
94.Who cares for you the most?
friends
95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends
96.What will you bring when you fight?
ROMIT YAW~~~~~
97.What have you regretted doing your whole life?
JOINING VISUAL ARTS. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
98.What would you do if nobody cared for you?
find enoch
99.What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
my boyfriend/girlfriend wouldnt.
100.How do you feel now?
pissed. britney spears is calling me a womaniser.

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#1 Who is on your mind right now? loser

#2 What was the last thing you said to anyone? bye bye

#3 If you had one last drop of medication left in this world, and both your lover and your best friend is ill, who would you give it to? best friend (:
forgot.. i dun note of the time.

#4 What time did you go to bed last night? stop asking same thing over and over again can or not??

#5 What is right next to you? guitar

#6 Why are you doing this? no life

#7 What’s going to happen in 5 minutes? nothing

#8 What’s the best thing you have ever tasted? chocolate

#9 What contents are in your bag right now? palette, pencils, a bottle of black paint and coke.

#10 What school do you go to? SOTA.

#11 What year are you in? 1

#12 How many subjects are you taking? 7, 8?

#13 What are they? (in response to q. 12) ....

#14 Are you worried about anything today? nah.

#15 What were your plans for today? guitar lesson later

#16 Where do you want to be right now? outside

#17 Craving for anything right now? school

#18 What’s the last thing on your mind right now? duno. empty.

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Q)If you married the person you last texted?(sarah) i wouldnt mind, actually.

Q)What did you do today? craft a life for me

Q)What is one fact about the last person who called you?umm this is too embarassing

Q)How old were you when you lost your first tooth?cant remember ==

Q)Last time you were on the phone? 5 mins ago

Q)What's for dinner? no idea

Q)Ever been to the Statue of Liberty? yeap. twas sure boring

Q)How many e-mail addresses do you have? 198

Q)Last time you washed your hair? just now.

Q)Do you like Oreo? YEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Q)Can you ice skate? yes! :D

Q)Do you have a brother? noooo.

Q)Do you know how to change a diaper? course. you just take it off and put on a new one.

Q)Do you keep a planner? nahhh.

Q)What kind of mood are you in? bored.

Q)Who was the last person that helped you stop crying ? sarah

Q)If you could change your name to anything what would it be? felicia donnings

Q)Would you move to another country to be with the one you love?yesssssss. D: BUT NOT TO CHINA, AFRICA OR INDIA.

Q)Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower? daily.

Q) Are you afraid of falling in love? naahhh. its welcomed here.

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01. Starting with the second letter of your first name, think of a name that you could possibly change your name to and write it here.
Orange.

02. What is your favourite colour to write with?
Black.

03. Do you have a map of the world in your house?
yeah?

04. How old do you wish you were now?
Sixteen.

05. Do you think you have a crush right now?
yeah.

06. Go to your contact list in your phone. What is the 6th person's name?
awkwaaard(elizabeth)

07. Measure the length of your middle finger with a ruler and write the measurement here.
no idea.

08. What is ONE song that accurately defines your life?
living dead girl by rob zombie

09. Look out of your window. What do you see?
a bungalow opposite

10. Name the first and most important quality your future boyfriend/girlfriend must have.
nice and presentable

11. What is your favourite word?
buttcrack

12. Who do you wish was online MSN right now?
sarah, jerimiya, romit, fayth

13. What is the colour of the nearest tissue box to you?
Purple with green floral prints.

14. What is the colour of your ceiling?
blue and white

15. Have you ever been kissed by someone who does not belong to your family?
yeah.

16. When was the last time you went to a mall?
today

17. What do you want to eat right now?
ben and jerrys ice cream!

18. Where was the nicest beach you've ever been to?
no idea

19. Have you ever broken/fractured/dislocated any of your bones?
yeah.left foot four times

20. Whose blog did you last visit?
nikki

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1.The last person to tag you is? sarah

2. Your relationship with him/her?friend

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?
- nice hair
- *ahem*prettylonglegs*ahem*
- procrastinates
- goes on blogger hiatus-es often
- smart ass

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?gimme a hugg!

5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?hey, hang in there okay? you can talk to me. *hug*

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...wouldnt mind(better than ROMIT)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...not hate her

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...her arm wrestling

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...she reveals the secret of norah jones

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...get her to realise that shes not that hairy after all. i assure you romit is worse.

11. Overall impression towards him/her is... one of the nicest people in the world.

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you? hyper. amused. disturbed.

13. The character of you for yourself is? hm.. hyper when on 24/7. overall nice, but i can protective about my friends. if you say a bad word about any one of them - watch out.

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? my hand is not hard enough to whistand hitting SOMEONE's bag.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is? nay

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them. ILY

17. Bra or panties? what, i can't wear both? =.="

18. Chocolate or ice-cream? chocolate.

19. 10 people to tag.
1. romit 2. yuri-chan 3. sarah f 4. fayth 5. viraj 6. zhenting 7. marissa 8. enoch 9. andrew 10. raechel

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with? (yuri-chan) joan(thats me!)

19. Is 3 a male or a female?(sarah) a boy. totally boy.

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?(marissa, raechel) arent they already together?

21. How about 5 and 8?
( viraj, enoch) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

22. What is number 1 studying about?(romit) studying the art of being hot for INKA

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?romit:msn, today yuri:msn, now sarah:phone, toady fayth:today, sms viraj:ystd, phone im tired la!

24. Is number 4 single?(fayth) i think so.

25. Say something about number 2.(yuri)stupid

26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?(sarah, zhenting) hmm...

27. Describe number 9.(andrew) cute la!

28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?(zhenting, mar) i'd laugh

! let it all go;

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Now what I am going to do is type a short little paragraph of words to sum up my thirteen years of life since 17|11|1995 I am not very fond of letting you know things that aren't really. Like telling you my favourite drink. And little tits and tats of my lifethat really, you don't need to know unless you are some kind of long lost relative that just came back from a 200-year hiatus in Timbaktu. Therefore here goes the little summary. Did I mention that I suck at summary writing? This blob of words here is longer than the summary itself. Let me tell a little story before something else happens.

There was a hero called Marqie, a formal ~~female~~/male convict of ATS*, but was transferred to sota*, school of the arts Singapore, cell number R5'07, G5'07 due to unexpected talent in visual arts. So here's how Marqie landed in prison. Marqie was captured by the Japanese kempetei for being the heroic leader of a anti-Japanese rebellion party with beer, sausagecocktails and chicken wings, and was kept as a POW since then. Though many attempts were made to escape, Marqie failed time and time again due to unforseen circumstances. Marqie, over the years has grown wrinkly and smelly. Now Marqie is accustomed to the current jail life and calls it 'heaven'. Marqie has thus given up his dreams after being closed in a cell with 2cm of light shining in during daytime and being as free as a bird in a cage. Somehow Marqie gets acess to the internet or so they call this amazing thing that connects you to the world. Posts that depict how one go about their daily normal life and every single detail that i don't really want to know aggravates my killing instincts and brings bloodshed and tears to all. Marqie is reachable through his very secret WW2 dog tag which is universal.gao-sai@hotmail.com Marqie is telling you his very secret code only because he trusts you.

And now for my profile which, after 102 drafts, summed up to be only one sentence: My name is Marqie.

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